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12:56am 01/12/2008
  months...and I'll be in San Francisco.



that's a bit nutty. I'm slightly scared since I won't know anyone over there, but I chose to go there and I'm not going to back out of it. I think it'll be a good experience...I'm just going to miss everyone I'm close to down here..


I shouldn't get all worked up just yet, I still have quite a while before I leave.


I really enjoy my job, but one should never say yes to a date with a coworker..because when you bail they get angry. Oh well..I'll get some form of karma for that later.

I just felt like writing in here since I cut myself off of MySpace for a few months...I'm surprised I haven't asked my friend what she changed my password to....yet, hm. We'll see how long that shit lasts.		  
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scratch...   
06:06pm 14/08/2008
   going to Warped Tour in LA on Sunday...
my paycheck was way too small for me to pay rent, gas like 3 times, and the ticket price...not to mention buying a t-shirt..





man, this blows......		  
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11:24pm 24/07/2008
  I never keep up with anything these days..
it's been like 6 months since I've written anything in here..
I swear..by summer of next year I'll be married to school..
that's all I do...well, besides waste my hours at work..
I better get into SF State or all my hard work will be shot to hell..

summer is pretty chill..I can't complain, sort of..
agh, I'm going to be 20 in like 10 days!! I'm not really excited about it..20 isn't anything special.
oh well..one good thing about turning 20 is it won't be in Oxnard for once....I'll be in San Francisco!!
I swear I feel at home there..the campus felt right..I'm really glad I went..
I'm excited, but scared at the same time..if I do get accepted..I'm leaving Oxnard - my family, my friends, the familiarity of everything....



I'm done for now....maybe I'll write more in another 6 months..hah		  
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I fucking hate this shit...   
01:49pm 06/07/2007
 
music: Parkway Drive: Mutiny
so again..the time comes around to where I never have a say in anything..
not that it ever matters anyways..



I'm moving again...to Camarillo to go live with my sister..
I'm so mad...I don't want to go live with my sisters..
I don't want to go anywhere right now...
this isn't what I wanted...I don't really ever get shit I want..
I don't WANT to move right now..wtf?!


she knew she had to have a job for the summer..but she waited until the last fucking minute!!
I knew it too..but I'm out most of the time searching for some pretty decent jobs...
wtf?!
this isn't fair..& I don't care if I sound like a whiney bitch..[however the fuck you spell it}
I don't give a flying fuck..this isn't fair & I hate that I can't stay a place longer than a year without complications or having to move..
arg..fuck this I'm going to the beach after I get some food..
I can't even think straight I'm so mad...		  
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mm...   
12:34am 22/06/2007
 
music: Atreyu: Becoming the Bull

[adultswim] is random..but I love it..



& I went on a movie binge yesterday..
The Little Rascals..
The Departed..
Corpse Bride..
Clueless..
Cruel Intentions..
The Fox & the Hound..
& Little Nicky..


so far I've watched three of them..
I'll have time manana when I babysit the nephew......at 7:30 in the morning..




today from 10:30 - 6:00 at work was bitter..
I really don't like that my co-workers & I weren't even appreciated..we did EVERYTHING..
& our coordinator didn't do SHIT...as always...come to think of it...she was way wacked out..
I think she's a pill popper....cause she had a fat thingie [can't find the word] of pills in her purse the other day...
whateva..not my deal..tons of people are on shit these days...it's slightly depressing..


& as of right now..I am jobless..which isn't very fun..
then again it'll be nice to sleep in, chill, & just veg out...
I can try & go running..& go on a diet..
HOOO-fucking-RAY..



imma go watch Inuyasha now..
that's right....I am a VERY large geek..

 

 

 

 

P.S.
WATCH LOOSE CHANGE..
it's pretty intense...makes me dislike our government even more..woooh..

 

 

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wow..random..   
11:25pm 15/06/2007
 
music: South Park

things are weird these days..

 

 

being on the OHS field today gave me a feeling of nostalgia..
hmm..saw a buncha people from last year..




I hope I can get the receptionist job for $14 an hour..
I hope soon, so I can still go to summer school & not be totally behind..




anyone know when the robot chicken star wars thingie comes out?
I wanna see it..

  
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10:56pm 11/06/2007
  I seriously dunno why I try....
it sucks that I've lost a lot of things..





on the bright side..
my tat appointment with Danny Boy from Inkfatuation is on Weds..
oh man is it gonna hurt..
hopefully I can take it like a champ =]		  
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10:46pm 31/05/2007
 
 
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jesus fucking christ..   
03:24am 13/05/2007
 
music: Fall Out Boy: entire Infinity On High CD
I haven't been this scared in a long time..
fucking shit..


so some security guard comes to my door..
& I had friends over..so I opened it thinking maybe we're being too loud..
& as I open the door..some weird feeling washes over me...& I ask the guy what's up..
& instead of talking about the noise..the fucking psychopath stutters & tells me he's locked his keys in his car & that he wants me to help him..


W..T...F!? It's 3 in the fucking morning & you want me to go help you get the keys out of your car??!
I'm so glad I had friends over...omg...they all got up & went & stood by the door..
& the fucker starts stuttering even MORE..
I freak out & say I'll call the cops...& HE starts getting like..omg noo..so I'm like..ok..do you have triple A? & he's all..no..
so I'm like..fuck it..umm..we'll call for you..but we're not gonna go out there & help you..


pft..I called the fucking cops..
said I wasn't feeling safe at ALL near this guy & that I was scared as fuck...


before the cop comes..the mother fucker comes back!!
so my friends go & answer the door..& then he leaves...
then the cop comes & says the guys prollie fucked up..& was like..why the fuck would a security guard come to the door at this hour to ask for help with his car..

then tells me to call my sister..
& now I'm here...freaking out..trying not to cry at the fact that there's psychopaths in my apartment complex....		  
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11:32pm 09/05/2007
 
music: FAMILY GUY..

man..I want to quit my jobs already..
seriously..I was not meant to kiss peoples asses all day or teach kids..
I don't want to be a teacher..I'm patient, but I don't have THAT kind of patience..
I am way too angry these days to chill & work with kids..
it's not me...which sucks..because a few of the kids like me & they really are fun to work with..
I just can't do it..I feel I'm taking someone who really WANTS to be a teachers position..
errr..

& I LOVE Starbucks..I have so much fun working there..
it's just that I can't sit there & have customers disrespect me because they're having a bad day & can't order a fucking drink..
I'm tired of assholes like that..I had enough of them working with Albertson's..
whatever..

 

I'm gonna go on Craigslist & look for some office positions..
I've already found two..one for $14 & one for $10..at least it's more than Starbucks..

 

 

alright..I'm off to bed..no school tomorrow..finals week..& I only have one on Friday & then on Monday & I'm DONNNNEEE..
then next semester? NIGHT SCHOOL..
fuuucck yeah..imma have some chill nightclasses hopefully..
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